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“72 hours” from anarchy


A study conducted about three years ago noted that the majority of people have enough food in their homes to feed their household for about three days, and that seemingly stable societies are really just nine meals from anarchy. It is, in fact, a long-held theory on “prepper” sites that in just 72 hours of any significant crisis which takes down our ability to conduct commerce, we’d see a total destabilization of our society and way of life.

So said my son the other night in a telephone call. He reminded me how several years ago, the US Electronic Benefits Transfer (EBT) system crashed as a result of a political impasse in Congress, and millions of Americans around the country began immediately wondering where they would get their next meal. One woman, interviewed just minutes after she learned the system was no longer functioning, complained that she was unable to put food on the table. “How am I going to feed my family?” she asked, noting that she has six kids to feed.

My son reports that, even now, the supply chain is showing signs of breakdown. Sometimes, the food stores he frequents in northeast Florida experience shortages from an alarming number of suppliers, sometimes for weeks. We’ve become so dependent on “just in time” shipping and supply of our stores, it is extremely disruptive when the system doesn’t work smoothly.48335_1

Should a serious crisis strike we won’t have three days. It’ll be more like three hours, which is about how long it took panicked food stamp recipients with non-functioning benefits cards to completely raze the shelves of their local Walmarts or for panicked motorists to begin hoarding fuel.

When the EBT system crashes, nearly 50 million Americans panic across the country. But if the financial system is hit with a “glitch” or a cyber attack, access to the bank accounts and ATM machines of 300 million Americans would be restricted.

FEMA, the Federal Emergency Management Agency, urges all Americans to have at least a 3-day supply of non-perishable food and water in case of emergency. I agree… especially when you consider FEMA’s track record at providing disaster relief.

Depending on where you live and how much getting somewhere else is advisable, we’re not talking about cans of soup and peanut butter and crackers. While those items are indeed non-perishable, they aren’t really portable. In an emergency situation where you need to leave home in a hurry, canned soups and jars of peanut butter are going to be heavy. Those crackers will get smashed. You need a “72-Hour Kit”: four servings per day for 3 days for one person, airtight, compact, shelf-stable for years, and lightweight.

But consider this first: what of the days following the first three? You’d think you can make it three days without food, and you probably can, but what of the time beyond?

When food supplies are cut off, people’s irritability sets in within half a day. Imagine being cooped up for days with family or even strangers who are just as hungry and irritable as you are. Within one day—or less if you have blood sugar or other health issues—your ability to make good decisions is affected. Your cognitive processes are not firing on all cylinders, and in an emergency, you need to be able to think clearly.

Within two days, you’ll probably be experiencing gnawing stomach pains. And if the emergency—and lack of access to food—goes on past three days, forget about it. Within a week, you’re probably too weak to stand. Your vision becomes blurry. You won’t be able to think straight, much less do what you need to do to weather the emergency.

However, we don’t really consider that our smartphones and wireless device are connected to cell sites and cell towers. Which in turn are connected to the wireless operator’s main switching facility. All that needs lots of power, which after a blackout is provided by backup systems. If and when those systems run out of juice, at about 96 hours, we have a big problem.

On Thursday, September 8, 2011, an equipment failure in Arizona caused an electric utility cascade failure, leaving millions of people from the San Diego area in the dark. One moment, power was on for a several thousand square mile area. The next moment it was gone.

In August 2011, Hurricane Irene temporarily took out 6,500 cell phone sites on the east coast. At the end of October, a freak snowstorm left millions without power in parts of the Eastern Seaboard. Although weather problems are challenging, at least there’s usually some prior notice so utilities and cell operators can prepare. And there are often pockets where power is still available. When power goes down everywhere simultaneously, instantaneously, like it did in San Diego, it makes you think.

24-48 hours: Enter the information abyss. The next morning, many of us will not have cell service. Operators will get portable generators to key sites—but not all sites. After 48 hours, more of us are disconnected. Our TVs and cable modems don’t work—no power! Battery-powered radio? If you are one of the rare people who owns one, you’ll still have a problem. Radio stations are increasingly high tech, and guess what, most stations were off the air during the September San Diego blackout.

48-72 hours: Your wallet is empty and so is your fridge. How will you handle even simple purchases without power, communications or cash? As we increasingly transact via credit cards, online and even cell phones, cash has become much less prevalent. If the ATMs are down, and you don’t have enough emergency cash on hand, what do you do?

Already, it seems that for a broad range of demographics, especially those under 25, cash is already dead. Or, if there are emergency radio broadcasts and the broadcasts says that emergency help is located at a certain park in a certain city, what good is that information to a GPS reliant person who never learned to read a map and doesn’t own any maps?

72-96 hours: No gas, no water. Now what? Cars have run out of gas. The roads are so clogged, they’re non-functional. Public safety will be dealing with all of these issues — with a degraded communications infrastructure. And are the pumps from your local water facility still running? Remember, all of the sewage and water plants are increasingly automated. I don’t know about you, but I will be cranky by that point.

By 96 hours after the power shuts down, power better be turned on again, our connectivity restored, or we’ll be in the Stone Age.



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weird things on my desk #5

ahnenerbe box.

Today is the runic new year.

One of the greatest sources of attraction and dismay about the Third Reich is that it is the sole instance since the time of Constantine that there has been any large-scale restoration of the runes attempted—such has been the dominance of the Christian church over thought, belief, and politics in the West.

It is significant that the weight and wealth of a major state was behind this restoration. As a result, for better or worse, anyone devoted to the runes must look to the National Socialist state to at least see what was done. For the collector interested acquiring museum-quality artifacts, this is nearly the sole source of accessible runic objects. This is the attraction.

The dismay, of course, is that so many sacred runic symbols have become associated with such a reviled political movement and even outlawed in some places in the world… but thankfully not in the United States.

VaksalastenenThere is a surprisingly small number of surviving authentic runic inscriptions—about 6,400 total. About half of these are Viking-age Younger Futhark inscriptions in Sweden, usually on large stones. Another large number are medieval runes, usually found on small objects, often wooden sticks. Only 350 inscriptions are Elder Futhark.

The image to the right shows Younger Futhark inscriptions on the Vaksala Runestone (Sweden 1200 AD).

One of the primary organizations tasked with this revival was the Deutsches Ahnenerbe-Studiengesellschaft für Geistesurgeschichte (German Ancestry-Research Society for Ancient Intellectual History).  This group was funded in July 1935 by Reichsführer Heinrich Himmler as a registered club and nonprofit organization. Hermann Wirth, (a Dutch historian) and Richard Walter Darré (creator of the NS blood-and-soil ideology) were its original co-creators. Later in 1935, SS-Obersturmmführer Wolfram Sievers was appointed Reichsgeschafsführer, or Reich manager, of the organization. He rose to the rank of SS-Standartenführer by the end of the war.

It has been said that the Ahnenerbe was part of Himmler’s greater plan for the creation of a Germanic culture that would replace Christianity in Germany after the war. Accordingly, massive resources were devoted to the Ahnenerbe. I have not been able to confirm this, but I have found several sources alleging that Germany spent more money on the Ahnenerbe than America spent on the Manhattan Project. The Ahnenerbe had huge archives which should have confirmed or disproved this amazing fact, but they mysteriously disappeared after the war.

A central function of the Ahnenerbe was the publication of materials as part of the effort to investigate and revive Germanic traditions. The organization had fifty different research branches called “institutes,” which carried out more than 100 extensive research projects such as Tibetan research, archaeological expeditions, linguistic studies—especially the ancient language of the Nordic and Aryan peoples and their runes.

According to Wikipedia, some of the Ahnenerbe’s “most extravagant activities” included:

• Edmund Kiss tried to travel to Bolivia in 1928 to study the ruins of temples in the Andes mountains. He claimed their similarity to ancient European construction indicated they were designed by Nordic migrants, millions of years earlier.

• In 1938, Franz Altheim and his research partner Erika Trautmann requested that the Ahnenerbe sponsor their Middle East trek to study an internal power struggle of the Roman Empire, which they believed was fought between the Nordic and Semitic peoples.

• In 1936 an Ahnenerbe expedition visited the German island of Rügen then Sweden, with the objective of examining rock-art which they concluded was ‘proto-Germanic’.

• They took a huge interest in the Bayeux Tapestry, going so far as to attempt archaeological digs to find other contemporary artwork which would support their assertion of Germanic might.

• In 1938 the Ahnenerbe sent an expedition to Tibet with the intention of proving Aryan superiority by confirming the Vril theory, which was based on Edward Bulwer-Lytton’s 1871 novel Vril, the Power of the Coming Race, an account of a superior subterranean master race and an energy-form called “Vril.” Some theosophists, notably Helena Blavatsky, William Scott-Elliot, and Rudolf Steiner, accepted the book as being (at least in part) based on occult truth. The Ahnenerbe study included measuring the skulls of 376 people, comparing native features to those associated with Aryans. The expedition’s most scientific findings are associated with biological finds.

The organization was also instrumental in promoting the arts, especially the arts that depicted Germanic subjects derived from the “Alte” Germanic past. Hitler Youth were taught in Ahnenerbe-sponsored classrooms the art of carving and creating articles reminiscent of historic Germanic culture groups and

It is likely this highly-carved wooden chest, which now sits on my desk, was constructed under Ahnenerbe influence and possible tutoring. It has the Irminsul symbol with swastika in the sun-wheel pattern as its central theme. This design was the symbol most closely identified with the Ahnenerbe.

All around the sides of the chest are runic symbols: the Wolfsangle on thetn-cachfrthdessah06 front, As and Beorc on one side, Elhaz and Tyr on the other, and Sigel on the back. All over the sides, top back are other sun symbols with the ever-turning rays, while the edges all around have diamond-shaped star design as borders.

The chest’s latch and hinges are made of hand-wrought iron. Ironwork also completely frames the lid and top. The opening of the lid is odd in that only half the lid lifts—but why is unknown. The box measures 14½” x 9½” across the lid, by 9½” wide and 6″ deep… plenty of space for me to write about more weird things on my desk.


Friend: “Why do you have so much Nazi shit?”

Answer: “For the runes. The Germans invested more than we paid for the Manhattan Project. You can’t throw the baby out with the bath water. We have much to learn.”




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real time


For the past 3 weeks, I have had an experiment going. I have a pocket watch which my friend Ronnie gave me. It is readily accessible, and I have not re-set it to Central Standard Time, but have left it on summer time, to which I have become acclimated and seems particularly appropriate to this desert environment.

With summer time, I got used to the sun rising around 8:00 am (give or take a period of time, depending on the season of the year). Today the sun didn’t rise until about 8:26 am and it set at about 6:44 pm. Daylight will become shorter through December 21, the Winter Equinox, and then will begin getting lengthier. There is about a 3-hour, 45-minute difference in the length of daylight from the Winter to the Summer Solstice.

By staying on the same time year-round, I can more easily observe and be aware of the shortening and lengthening of daylight and nighttime. I feel more in touch with my surroundings. I am less disoriented and confused.

Daylight Saving Time (DST) is the practice of setting the clocks forward one hour from Standard Time during the summer months, and back again in the fall, in order to make better use of natural daylight.

“Spring forward, fall back” is one of the sayings to help remember which way to set your clocks.

Many countries in the Northern Hemisphere (north of the equator)—USA, Central America, Canada, Europe, Asia, northern Africa—observe DST in the summer time, but not all. Daylight saving time is in use between March and April and ends between September and November.

In the Southern Hemisphere (south of the equator)—Australia, New Zealand, South America, southern Africa—participating countries start DST between September and November and end it between March and April. Standard time in the Southern Hemisphere starts in March and April and ends between September and November.

Many countries use DST to make better use of the natural daylight in the evenings, and many don’t. The difference in light is most noticeable in the areas close to the poles—that is, furthest away from the Equator.

Some studies show that DST could lead to fewer road accidents and injuries by supplying more daylight during the hours when more people use the roads. DST is also said to reduce the amount of energy needed for artificial lighting during the evening hours. However, many studies disagree about DST’s energy savings and while some studies show a positive outcome, others do not. Some other studies claim that people’s health might suffer due to DST changes by affecting their body clocks and health. Studies show that there is an increase in both heart attacks and road accidents the days after clocks are set forward one hour in spring.

US inventor and politician Benjamin Franklin first satirically proposed the concept of DST in 1784, but this was in an earlier time when Europe did not even keep precise schedules. Franklin’s 1784 letter, published anonymously, proposed taxing shutters, rationing candles, and waking the public by ringing church bells and firing cannons at sunrise. However, this soon changed as rail and communication networks came to require a standardization of time unknown in Franklin’s day.

Modern Daylight Saving Time first saw the light of day in 1895 when an entomologist from New Zealand, George Vernon Hudson, presented a proposal for a two-hour daylight saving shift. His shift-work job gave him leisure time to collect insects, and led him to value after-hours daylight.

Many publications credit the English builder and outdoorsman William Willett, who independently conceived DST in 1905 during a pre-breakfast ride, when he observed with dismay how many Londoners slept through a large part of a summer’s day. An avid golfer, he also disliked cutting short his round at dusk. His solution was to advance the clock during the summer months, a proposal he published two years later.

However, Germany was the first country to implement DST. On April 30, 1916, clocks were set forward at 11 pm as a way to conserve coal during wartime.

In the US, Daylight Saving Time—or “fast time”, as it was called then—was first introduced in 1918 when Woodrow Wilson signed it into law to support the war effort during World War I. The initiative was sparked by Robert Garland, a Pittsburgh industrialist who had encountered the idea in the United Kingdom. A passionate campaigner for the use of DST in the United States, he is often called the “father of Daylight Saving”.

This seasonal time change was repealed just seven months later. However, some cities—including Pittsburgh, Boston, and New York—continued to use it until Franklin D. Roosevelt instituted year-round DST in the United States in 1942.

Year-round DST, also called “War Time”, was in force during World War II, from February 9, 1942 to September 30, 1945. The change was implemented 40 days after the bombing of Pearl Harbor and during this time, the US time zones were called “Eastern War Time”, “Central War Time”, and “Pacific War Time”. After the surrender of Japan in mid-August 1945, the time zones were relabeled “Peace Time.”

In the United States, DST caused widespread confusion from 1945 to 1966 for trains, buses, and the broadcasting industry because states and localities were free to choose when and if they would observe DST. Congress decided to end the confusion and establish the Uniform Time Act of 1966 that stated DST would begin on the last Sunday of April and end on the last Sunday of October. However, states still had the ability to be exempt from DST by passing a local ordinance.

The US Congress extended DST to a period of ten months in 1974 and eight months in 1975, in hopes to save energy following the 1973 oil embargo. The trial period showed that DST saved the energy equivalent of 10,000 barrels of oil each day, but DST still proved to be controversial. Many complained that the dark winter mornings endangered the lives of children going to school. After the energy crisis was over in 1976, the US changed their DST schedule again to begin on the last Sunday in April. DST was amended again to begin on the first Sunday in April in 1987. Further changes were made after the introduction of the Energy Policy Act of 2005.

Daylight Saving Time is now in use in over 70 countries worldwide and affects over a billion people every year. The beginning and end dates vary from one country to another. Another way to think of it is that over a billion people are, to a degree, disconnected from the natural world and its phenomena.

Now the experiment has become even more intense. I had bought a back-up generator, and it fell apart with proper use after about three weeks. I called Amazon for a replacement, and the replacement was here within two days—but it didn’t work. Amazon issued a refund and I ordered a new generator—but not from Amazon, because they eliminated from Amazon Prime a superior product at the same price-point. The supplier of the new generator offered 2-day shipping, but at a confiscatory add-on of $200! Needless to say, I settled for “free” shipping, but it won’t arrive until December 7-10.

I am now restricted to about 6½ hours of power provided by the sun… less if cloudy. These hours alone are my most productive time. I am acutely aware of how much nighttime is won back by technology.

But to the main point: standard time or daylight saving time—either will do if observed rear-round. Anything but sun-time is arbitrary.


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In space travel, we have seen how aerospace engineers use a gravitational “slingshot”—the “swing-by” or gravity assist maneuver—to alter the path and speed of a spacecraft.

flyby 2The relative movement and gravity of a planet or other astronomical object is substituted for fuel, time, and expense to propel a spacecraft on its path, increasing or decreasing its speed. This “assist” is achieved by the motion of the gravitating body as it pulls on the spacecraft.Cassini_interplanet_trajectory

It was used by interplanetary probes from Mariner 10 onwards, including two Venus flybys and the two Voyager probes’ notable flybys of Jupiter and Saturn.

To me, this provides a useful analogy to the process of transitioning from one lifetime to the next. Most people are concerned with leaving their accumulated assets and wealth to those they leave behind, but many times this leads to a dissipation of one’s purpose and intent.

I prefer to maintain focus on “investing” this accumulation in some outcome that is not likely to be realized in my own lifetime—specifically, to giving parricides a second chance at life. Maybe what I leave behind won’t be much more than what is here now; but at least it is a nearly-blank canvas or foothold with which motivated parricides can begin to rebuild their lives—which is more than they have now. Anyway, that small foothold is good enough for me as I enter my final years.

As I have mentioned to you before, I am fascinated with the idea of the continuity of existence: from past lives to the present, and from the present to a future life. I am obsessed with the possibility of leaving behind a clue that will lead some future self to a discovery of what I have learned and done in this life. It may be a pipe dream, but I don’t care; leaving behind a positive legacy is preferable to living an inconsequential life that no one remembers or cares about.

It seems to me that one of the best things a person can do is to live out one’s life with grace, dignity, positivism, wisdom, conviction… and yes, courage. This is denied to many people, but fortunately not all. I am thankful I will likely die a happy man, but hopefully no time soon.

Research shows that feeling grateful doesn’t just make you feel good. It also literally helps the heart. Gratefulness is good for your heart. It fends off depression, stress, and anxiety, which can increase the risk of heart disease. Researchers even did blood tests to measure inflammation, the body’s natural response to injury or plaque buildup in the arteries, and they found lower levels among those who were grateful—an indication of a healthier heart.

So Happy Thanksgiving and Long Life!



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“lost cause”

Far from being a “neo-Nazi” as Turley describes her, Ms. Haverbeck appears to be a very nice and sensible woman who asks where the death of six million people took place, and no one in authority who should know can answer her.

This illustrates a consequence described in a July 7th post, that the principle of legal certainty that a crime was committed has never been established in any legal proceeding, nor is it observed. 

It seems to me that Ms. Haverbeck is a courageous woman who has simply said that she is too old to accept the continued vilification of all Germans without the most basic evidence that would be established by a court of law in the death of a single victim, let alone millions.



“She Is A Lost Cause”: 87-Year-Old German Grandmother Jailed For Denying Auschwitz Was A Death Camp

by Jonathan Turley,

November 16, 2015

We have been following the rapid decline of free speech rights in Europe and Canada. Germany has long been the subject of criticism from the free speech movement. The country has long criminalized speech dealing with World War II and the Nazis. While the real benefit of those laws has been questioned given the long existence of a neo-Nazi groups in the country, prosecutors continue to bring troubling charges against those who voice unpopular or obnoxious beliefs in prohibited areas. The latest is Ursula Haverbeck, an 87-year-old German Neo-Nazi grandmother who has been sentenced to 10 months in prison after being found guilty of denying the Holocaust. She does not believe that the Holocaust was real but, rather than leaving the matter to open debate, the Germans are imprisoning her for either not changing her mind or not staying silent about her views.

220px-auschwitz_entranceHaverbeck was charged earlier this year after giving an interview outside the trial of former SS Sgt. Oskar Groening claiming Auschwitz wasn’t a death camp. She challenged the presiding judge in Hamburg to prove that Auschwitz was a death camp. However, the judge responded that he said he wouldn’t debate someone who “can’t accept any facts.”

Magistrate Bjoern Joensson added” “Neither do I have to prove to you the world is round.” That would seem a fine response and the matter should have been closed.

However, the government then proceeded to arrest her. I have little sympathy for Haverbeck who appears and ardent Nazi. However, free speech often requires us to fight for the rights of people who we dislike or even despise.

While I am certainly sympathetic to the Germans in seeking to end the scourge of fascism, I have long been a critic of the German laws prohibiting certain symbols and phrases, I view it as not just a violation of free speech but a futile effort to stamp but extremism by barring certain symbols. Instead, extremists have rallied around an underground culture and embraced symbols that closely resemble those banned by the government. I fail to see how arresting a man for a Hitler ringtone or forcing companies to remove the number “88” from products is achieving a meaningful level of deterrence, even if you ignore the free speech implications. What it does do is given people like Haverbeck the status of victims. It allows Holocaust deniers to argue that the government will not allow people to utter what they claim is the “truth.” History can take care of itself as can free speech. The criminalization of unpopular views only fuels the ignorance and claims of persecution by this small minority.

Judge Joensson said in the most recent case “It is deplorable that this woman, who is still so active given her age, uses her energy to spread such hair-raising nonsense . . . She is a lost cause.” It is nonsense but the government has made it a serious matter by criminalizing views deemed nonsensical. That is more than nonsense it is dangerous. It is free speech that seems the lost cause in Germany.


Professor Jonathan Turley is a nationally recognized legal scholar who has written extensively in areas ranging from constitutional law to legal theory to tort law. He has written over three dozen academic articles that have appeared in a variety of leading law journals at Cornell, Duke, Georgetown, Harvard, Northwestern, University of Chicago, and other schools.



Groove of the Day

Listen to Weezer performing “Say It Ain’t So”


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schlitz wolfsangel

schlitz wolfsangle.

One of the favorite hiking pennants in my collection is an approximately 15″ x 30″ BDM pennant from the town of Schlitz, is a small town (pop. 9,548) in the Vogelsbergkreis in eastern Hesse, Bavaria.

Still retaining the ambiance for which Old Germany is famed, Schlitz is known throughout Hesse for the town’s five castles and is also called the Romantische Burgenstadt Schlitz (the Romantic Castle Town of Schlitz).

Bw4-eTMIAAAmYAdAs this pennant suggests, it was also a place where a fierce brand of fortitude and bravery were expected to be practiced in times of trial. The reason I say this is because of the design of the Wolfsangel on the pennant, which is a variant of the usual design, seen at right.

The Schlitz pennant Wolfsangel is actually two runes, as shown here. As such, this variant on the Wolfsangel rune qualifies as a “bindrune,” which is the combination of two or more runes for a special purpose. Usually, a bindrune includes in a single design two or more different runes, so as towerwolf seig small enable a controlled release of those runic energies attributable to each of the respective runes. But in this particular variant, the Sigil rune appears twice, presumably to intensify its power. Although a bindrune is a blending of runic characters, each rune included in the design is expected to retain its own individuality; it must be visible as a complete entity within the whole.

The Wolfangel is a German heraldic charge inspired by an actual historic wolf trap consisting of two metal parts and a connecting chain. The top part of the trap, which resembled a crescent moon with a ring inside, used to be fastened between branches of a tree in the forest while the bottom part, on which meat scraps used to be hung, was a hook meant to be swallowed by a wolf. The simplified design based on the iron “wolf-hook” was often heavily stylized to no longer resemble a baited wolf trap or hook.

In prewar Germany, the Wolfsangel rune’s popularity in the 1930s was partly inspired by Hermann Löns’s 1910 novel Der Wehrwolf, in which the protagonist, a resistance fighter during the Thirty Years’ War, adopted this magic symbol as his personal badge. In early times, the Wolfsangel was believed to possess magical powers, and became a symbol of liberty and independence after its adoption as an emblem of the 15th century peasants’ revolt against the oppression of the German princes and their mercenaries.

The Wolfsangel was also intended to be the symbol of Werwolf, which was the name given to a plan, begun in 1944, to create a resistance force—staffed mainly by elite SS and Hitler Youth—which would operate behind enemy lines as the Allies advanced through Germany. The organization originally had about 5,000 members. In 1944, Joseph Goebbels said: “The enemy will be taken in the rear by the fanatical population, which will ceaselessly worry him, tie down strong forces and allow him no rest or exploitation of any possible success.” On March 23, 1945, he gave another speech known as the “Werwolf speech,” in which he urged every German to fight to the death. But experience proved that the German people would not be defeated by death, that they would survive.

It is therefore appropriate that Schlitz was the model for the fictional town of Schewenborn, where the 1983 novel The Last Children of Schewenborn (Die letzten Kinder von Schewenborn) takes place. The novel was written by Gudrun Pausewang, herself an inhabitant of Schlitz. The story depicts life in Germany in the aftermath of a nuclear war.

The story is told in the first person by a 12-year-old male protagonist whose family takes refuge in the Schewenborn home of his grandparents, who at the time of the nuclear blast were away from home and probably killed. The later parts of the plot describe the weeks, months and years after this attack, and take place mostly at Schewenborn. The oppressive story does not have a happy ending: most of the protagonist’s family gradually die of radiation sickness and other illnesses and face extreme hardships. At the conclusion, only the boy, his father, and a small group of children—the “last children” of the title—remain alive.

In America, Schlitz is best-known as the name of “the beer that made Milwaukee famous.” While the link between the two towns is not particularly strong (Joseph Schlitz arrived in the US from Mainz), beer played a prominent role in both towns’ development. The family Schlitz—who ruled the town of Schlitz—lost its brewing rights in the town when the family chose the wrong side in a local uprising and wound up with the losers. But in 1725 Friedrich Wilhelm von Schlitz founded a new brewery outside the town. Schlitz beer was originally brewed in Milwaukee WI by one German and got its name from another. Joseph Schlitz worked as a bookkeeper for the brewery’s founder. When the founder died, Schlitz took over the company, married the founder’s widow, and gave the brewery his name.

He found opportunity in a potential setback.

Was the same tenacity evidenced in the postwar experiences of the young women from the town of Schlitz? A German visitor who is active in the scouting movement told me that similar hiking pennants are said to be the “soul” of the group that marched beneath them. Before they forever pass into the past, I am going to try and contact women in Schlitz who were likely members of the BDM. If I am successful, it should be illuminating to hear their stories and, perhaps, to gain some insight to their spirit.



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blind spots

blind spots 1.

One of the most fortunate misfortunes I have experienced in my life is that many years ago I temporarily experienced a blind spot in my vision. A capillary on my retina had ruptured, and it took a long while before it healed. In the meantime, it caused a blind spot which has been instructive in many aspects of my life and understanding other people.

how it doesnt workHere is the weird thing about blind spots: you can’t see them. I know, that sounds like a great big “Duh.” But blind spots don’t have perceivable edges like a black spot would as the photo to the right illustrates. It’s almost like they’re not even there. They are simply devoid of information, and you have to infer what is missing. But inferring what you don’t know is supposed to be there is really hard.

I remember seeing a person on the street, and every part of him was visible except his face. It was almost as if I had prosopagnosia, or face blindness, an incurable cognitive/neurological disorder that impairs the ability to recognize faces—even those that should be familiar. His face wasn’t invisible—it just wasn’t there. If I had not been habituated to seeing faces on people, I wouldn’t know it was missing.

A corporate training company I used to work for had a couple terms: “unconscious competent” and “unconscious incompetent.” The experience of having had a blind spot brought new meaning to the latter term. It has made me more appreciative of the plight of kids who have never experienced what most of us learn. A friend who was a market research director used to say: “You can’t imagine a flavor you’ve never tasted.” You don’t know what you’re missing in the most profound and complete way of not knowing.

I’ll be the first to admit that I have not broken the “code” for how I can be most helpful to grown kids who have grown up in homes without love, where the only form of attention was abuse. But that is not to say that one should stop trying. One must be tolerant of the lengthy process of trial-and-error required on both sides, and that someone is us.



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